Today it´s my brother in law Gunnars birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUNNAR! <:o)

Do you want a better looking cellphone?
If you do, perhaps one of the cellphones on gadgets.fosfor.se is something for you.

By just looking at them and skipping functionality, I want a Samsung SGH-E900.

Today it´s my sisters birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSSI! <:o)

Today I lost a friend. No, not as in death. I sure hope not.
But it was still a death sort of.

A while ago, I met someone who I felt “wow, what a wonderful person”.
We met on a chat site. It all started with her answering a question I had. I went to read her profile on the site. I read and read every single word of it and felt “Does such people even exist?”
To me, this was something rare.
We continued to chat from time to time for a few days, but then it accelerated to a daily chat and often several times a day.

The chats were about everything from the weather to things I haven´t told a lot of people in this world.
Sure I have lots of people I consider my buddies, but not many that I have told my deepest inner thoughts.

I never fell in love with her but I also told her that I can´t say it would or would not happen if we ever met in real life. I can´t say I love someone until I spend some irl with her.
The problem was (or was it actually good, I don´t know) that we live about 600 km´s from each other.

Very often we hear that we should be careful with who we go meet irl from the net. I definately agree 100%.
I wouldn´t have wanted to meet her irl the next day or the next month. Perhaps in 10 years or something. I told her this and I am not sure I ever got a clear answer from her, but I would not expect someone to tell inner thoughts if the person didn´t agree with me about continuing the friendship outside the net.

Today I found out I was just another chatbuddy to her.
I don´t hope I was, since much of the things she told me was on the “Can I tell you a secret”-stage.

Oh well, I guess this post become a little confusing and I am sorry for that.

To Lisette…
I don´t know if you read this but if you do…
I love you like my friend!
I do not usually go out to the public and announce that I have a lump in my throat when writing things. But yes I have that at the moment and I have never gone out to public to say…
You will be missed greatly but it´s your choice to call me a chatbuddy, but to me you were a wonderful friend.
With whoever you teams up with in a beautiful honest future friendship, I wish you two the very best of luck.
You go on and take care now and live a happy life.